.:*~Saturday, May 03, 2008~*:.
MOVING to
http://zyxaddiexyz.wordpress.comrights. so, taking advice from rahrah, who says just put a link on ur old blog to ur new blog. and i just will never think of that. gosh, i'm that dumb. erm....gonna fly to update at wordpress. den continue adding links.
FEEL FREE TO TAG HERE OR comment at wordpress. xD bye bye!
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`3:53 PM
wheee worddpresss.....-.-" okay, stop being lame addie. i'm soo happy cos i'm drinking green tea soya bean...or is it soya bean green tea? o.O sound like bubble tea. -.-" but its still nice. hahaha.
todayyy i skippeded all the lectures, going to school at 5pm. hehe. i'm a slacker. had tutorial. plant cell technology. plant. as in vegetable, tree, flower, grass. yeps, plant. -.-" tutorial was fun cos it was short. wahahahaha. i nid to go print lecture notes soon...
i was looking at my black nails and started thinking we should just use green nail polish while we're playing wif plants and those people learning abt blood should use red. i noe i'm lame. thinking useless,
stupid EXTREMELY stupid thoughts. addie, ur killing ur brain wif useless and extremely stupid things. where do ur ideas come from?
TMR IS SATURDAY! i'm gonna slackkk!!!! yea rite. study first addie. stop talking to urself addie! there u go again! and again.....OHMYGOSH! when did i become so lame?!
addie is feeling sick. she got tummyache again. it's been happening very frequently. its just not good for her. addie is gonna die! ohmygosh! poor addie. maybe u can try to eat regularly and sleep well and drink lots of water. u should not skip meals! learn to eat breakfast! sleep before midnight. and just drink as much water as u can. wahahaha.
i think i sound hyper on the blog, but seriously....i'm dizzy and my stomach hurts. T.T get well soon addie, though i doubt ur sick. but o wells, get well soon!
[NOTE: addie and i are still the same person. ^^]
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`7:16 PM
yoooo....just gonna type some lame crap here. wahahaha. tmr haf 1 tutorial. 1hr. and i do NOT plan on staying on in school from 9am to 6pm. definite no-no. but the saddest part is the tutorial is 5pm to 6pm. o well, i wun haf to worry about waking up late. hahaha. gosh....it's so freaking hot. morning hot, afternoon hot, night hot. may day is evil.
i created my wordpress account on may day! but i'm not gonna put up a link YET. still exploring. so, i'll just update more on this deaded blogg. wordpress is amusing. only, got limited background thingy. or i'm just not 'pro' at using it yet. wadever addie. so, when i kinda get used to wordpress, i'll put my link here...den if i dun like wordpress anymore or i get bored of it, i'll come back to blogspot. no loyalties. haha.
lameee.........dun u feel like shooting addie when she types this sort of rubbish? i do. a lot of times. seriously. sometimes shooting might not work, so a knife may help a bit, den there's always the choice of pushing addie of a building or onto the MRT track. but pls be aware, if u plan to kill addie using drugs wif an injection, she runs and kicks and shouts and...well, i haf a fear of needles. esp when they're connected to syringes(correct spelling?). she's still traumatised after kicking nurses. -.-" and she was reminded of that incident becos of deb, who was PLAYING with the syringe. why am i typing this rubbish about killing addie?! DUN KILL ADDIE! she's so 'innocent' and 'well-behaved'. [note: *cough cough*] shut up! okay, i shall end this stupid paragraph. on to the next one.
addie's arms may need amputation(yea right...) cos she's been scratching a lot lately. and no, i dun haf mosquito bites at all. so right now, i haf red spots all over my arms. i haf enough scars on my legs already. i dun nid more on my arms. T.T it's all addie's fault!
i think i'm going mad, scolding addie on addie's blog. another sign of me going mad...is that i laugh for no reason all of a sudden. and i wasn't thinking about anything. maybe there's a reason...cos i find myself laughing at the rabbit just staring at it. i laugh at my terrepins too. i think they look funny. i laugh at some of the cats downstairs, though not out loud. i laugh at the super huge stuffed dog deb&izzy gave to me on my bdae some years ago. it's eye is loose, it's gonna come off soon! i laugh at the stuffed bunny i gotted from...joash? i think. i laugh at cookie monster i got from nahum&marcus. i laugh at tigger from my cousin. talking about tigger...where did it go? i remember i was laughing at it a few days ago. and all those stuffed things i mentioned are at my bedside table. haha. i'm retarding. save me.
erm...wad's wif addie and super long posts???
NOTE: addie and i are one person. get it? so when i scold addie, addie is scolding me, and addie is scolding addie, and so, i'm scolding myself. that is really good sense. ^^ do come back to read more about my retarded life another day when u are super free!
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`10:11 PM
ranting here. dun nid to read. dun read. it's really long, gonna take up lots of ur time. u dun HAVE TO READ!when we were having dinner downstairs, my brother started saying he's going to clear the place. then he proceeds to tell me to change my rabbit cage. WTF?! i just changed my rabbit cage! who gives a damn ur effed up friends are coming over for tuition?! then he proceeds to tell me to change my terrepin tanks. erm...i change them everyday, u retard! then he went 'can u change ur terrepin cage tmr morning at 9am?' i stared at him and replied '
no i want to sleep longer.' den he went 'because after u change the terrepin tank, it straight away becomes dirty.' OMG...at that point i was already angry. but i CALMLY replied '
den u change lah.' den he started talking a lot of things. telling me to release the terrepins in the pond, becos the pond already has so many terrepins. i told him that was a reason i don't want to release the terrepins into that filthy 'pond'. den he went 'then why didn't u release them when there was lesser?' so he think he damn smart lah? he think he smart den WHY THE HELL is he in NA?! i noe some NA people and not everyone is like that. NA people are very normal, they are just as human as Express students. but some of their attitudes do get out of hand. like that dumb brother of mine. i mean, wth?! when u get a pet, it means u are to take care of it until IT dies. u dun just get rid of it when it's alive. i told him something along those lines and he laughed like i was stupid. wtf. he really is retarding. i guess that's what happens when u enter btss. i hope not everyone in that school is like that. i bet not all of them are. but i heard lots about btss, and i haf told my mum to transfer him out when he was sec 1. but he made 'friends' who are 'cool'. beating up people and stuff. erm...wow. great. wonderful. he comes back and just loves telling me how much he would like to beat up so and so. he once told me someone wanted to beat him up cos there was a rumour he and a girl are going out. LAME! guess what happened next? his dropout friend said when he's getting beaten up, to call him, then he'll bring a weapon and go beat up those people. gosh....is it so fun to beat up people? i think it is retarded. stupid. idiotic. and just plain bad. i think my brother is retarded. stupid. idiotic. and just plain stupid. oops, i said that already. o well, one more won't hurt. and then he was being f-ing rude to my mum. she didn't scold him at all. wth?! so fine, i said something about him being stupidly rude and she nagged at me for that. like i wasn't angry enough. fine, i chose the wrong words, but still. HE WAS BLOODY RUDE. HE IS BLOODY RUDE! i must be blind. trying to be nice to that freak. buying a new mp3 which he dirties already. that's it. i'm ignoring him. completely. totally. as much as i can. even if its an emergency, i'll tell him last. if possible, i wun tell him at all. useless freak.
ON TO THE NEXT PERSON I'M RANTING ABOUT.
there's a difference in the tone of voice my mum uses when she talks to me and my brother. i can hear it. and i hate it. she treats us differently too. i see it, i hate it. she always talks to my brother so nicely, and she doesn't get angry at him as quick as she does to me. hmmm...like when she was washing the clothes just now. she knocked on his LOCKED door nicely, and asked if he had any light clothes. he didn't open and answered her with the door closed. that is rude. then she brought her own clothes without asking me if i had any light clothes to be washed. i asked her what clothes she was washing as at that time i didn't know she was washing light. then the way she replied light clothes, meant she was annoyed and most probably thought i was an idiot. i asked her nicely. then she starts nagging at me. W.T.H. dun nag to me about that dumb brother. PLEASE...
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alrites! i'm back from my 11.30pm to 1.00am 'walk'. i took my time out. its so peaceful at that time. i was sitting opposite sac wif a kitten sleeping on my lap. gosh, it was so cute. so relaxing. just watching the kitten sleeping and stroking it. but it woke up becos at that time, two cats just had to fight. geez. haha. kitty fell asleep again, and it had spasms. i assume it's cos it was dreaming. still...its sooo cutee!! den i spotted the black cat. i love that black cat, it's so handsome. haha. -.-" but really, its one nice cat. so i called it, den it walked over to me and the sleeping kitten. but kitty had to wake up and hiss at my favourite cat, causing it to run off. so i left kitty on the seat and walked to my fav cat. but kitty followed, causing the poor black CAT to run off after hissing at kitty. LOL. cats are really amusing to watch. so, by that time it was around 12.50am? i took a walk one big round, before returning home. now home is quiet. i think i've rid all my anger from before. fine, most. i'm still a little unhappy for a few things. but hey, that 1hr30mins outside the house at midnight sure helped a lot. i feel at peace now...okay, maybe i'm just tired. it's always nice to take some time off, from doing anything. just sitting down and stoning is quite relaxing. especially stoning with a sleeping kitten. xD sooo cuteeee.....okay, i dun recommend going out of the house after 12am. hehe. esp girls like me. but i just had to today. okies.
T.T i painted my nails dis evening and the nail polish is just peeling off. now gotta remove all and paint again if i want to. i guess it peeled off cos i was washing the bathtub. yes, i do housework. i'm not spoilt. its 1.12am now. i guess i better go sleep huh...gd nites. this is one extremely long post.
i'm planning to change blog soon, to wordpress! becos it just looks nice. hahahahaha. watch out for the new link! erm...yea. stop here le. nites. buaiii....
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`9:22 PM
SUNDAYY!!! i dun wanna go to school tmr!...who wants to? but i guess i haf to. hmm...2hrs. 1 tutorial, 1 lecture. i think i shall go a little earlier to print the tutorial. and i dun think i'm planning to do. erm...haha?
i feel sooo....weird. dun tell me "you are weird." i know i might be! shhh! i'm so lethargic lately. i get so easily tired. i dunno if i'm hungry, so either i eat too much, or i dun eat at all. gahh! who cares? i'm not dying...i think. i dun hope.
okay, my aim for this year onwards was to not skip any lectures...right??? fridayy, i took off from school. wonderful. smart. i skipped like....3 diff lectures, 2hrs each...totalling 6 hours of lecture. OMG! i bet i missed out on a lot. freak. stupid addie. ur lazy! and tat does not help ur stupidity! waahh!!! ): u better not miss dis friday's lectures. or u are sure to die. weds and thurs no school, u study. too bad. u will attempt all tutorials...except tmr's one.(cos i dunno how to do, and i dun feel like doing it)
OMG!!! MY UPSTAIRS NEIGHBOURS ARE FREAKING NOISY!!! now they're like running around the whole house! from my living room to the balcony, then back to the living room, den the storeroom. OMG! i feel like going up and splash paint on their door.(okay, evil...bad addie) but seriously, they're too noisy! everyday! if its not marbles dropping on the floor, it's furniture being moved. if its neither, then its running around, knocking on the floor and just MAKING LOTS OF NOISE!! hmm...i never seen those neighbours before. maybe no one lives there. o.O ghost. cool. i haf ghosts for neighbours. haha. okay, sry for the complaints. i love complaining. xD no one to complain to, so blog lor. alrites, back to attempting to study stuff. STOPP HEREE!!
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`5:25 PM
[THIS FIRST PARAGRAPH IS RUBBISH] i swear i'm growing fatter! T.T quite. today i ate prawn noodles at 11am for brunch. den went to ikea and ate....uhhh...7 meatballs and a cheesecake! omg!! and that's at like...erm...5pm. den i ate again...some noodle thing at 8pm. I'M GONNA GET FAT. it's just not good for my health. but hey, i ate cheesecake!! xD [END OF RUBBISH...i think]
in the morning it rained, so din go swimming wif deb, even though it stopped a few minutes later. -.-'' and i wasn't asleep! i was trying to sleep though! haha. den, we went to my aunt's house for erm...fun. den ikea. my mum, my aunt, my cousin and me. quite awkward. haha. kinda had fun. den back to my aunt's house. lalala. had weird conversations, some meaning in it though. then, at the end of the day, i found out that the whole day was wasted going out. i did study...a bit...for fun. but, as usual nothing went in my head, and that caused today to be completely unproductive. or not fruitful as my mum says. cos i din eat fruits. xD i think i'm retarding. better stop. brain not functioning. aww man...school on monday. T.T stop here liaos. sry for wasting ur time to read this. [erm...sry i wasted my time to type this.]
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`10:45 PM
alright! addie shall make it a point to put...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAHRAH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KURBY!!!so, there. i'll try to make sure that i put people's bdae wishes on my blog as long as i noe their bdaes. haha. but who reads this sad blog anyways. o wells.
OHMYGOSH! today addie was so depressed!! u noe why?! cos she lost her notebook and can't study. stupid excuse for not studying. but i didn't want to write on fullscap cos i'll definitely lose it. -.-" okay, fine, i lost my notebook. i'll find it soon. hehe. i haf an extra notebook. lol. but dunno if should write the notes in there. hehe. stupidd. fine.
tmr i end at 6! OMG!!! and guess what makes me the happiest person in the world. i start at 8AM! i'm so dying. i dun wanna spend like...uhh...TEN FREAKING HOURS IN SCHOOL. which i WON'T!! cos i'll be out of school for about 2hrs of my break....i think. o wells. hope tmr will be quite fun so time would pass faster. after i come back, i'll haf to study. what? i dunno. maybe just read through lecture notes. hehe. den friday.....ALL LECTURES! no, i'm not skipping. wahahaha. erm....i can't skip. sadly. i'll die during the 4hr lecture thing. dunno if can stand sitting still for 4 hours. eeps. two 2hr lectures in the same lt is death. T.T addie's getting lame. YAYYY!!! next wed no school again! whee! 1st lab tmr. die. i nvr liked labs. haha.
omg! gotta sleep sooon!!! now. erm...nites! THE END!!! xD
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eeps. first week. xD quite relaxing lah. except for thurs. gonna end at 6pm. T.T but well, wed no school. awesome! super happy but after wed, wun be happy liao. wed...23rd april...hmm...i wonder what's so SPECIAL about that day? hmmm....*stones while thinking really hard* wait, i'm thinking!! *10mins later* oh wells, i'll remember someday. hahahaha. xP
okies...first day i went home really confused. for fpath, we supposed to haf received an email from teacher, but i din get. most prob inbox full. haha. but den, now i can't log in to the whatever wiki thing. gosh, i'm so deaded. i think got some sort of assignment that's due. freak. i'm gonna die. haha.
second day today. yeps, i survived the first day. cool eh? lol. so today supposed to end at 2pm...but we ended at 1.30pm? gosh, i was so happy. den i losted myself on the way home. haha. i dunno how. dun ask me. even if i knew i wun say. whee. okies. going to attempt reading some lecture notes. i bet nothing will get into my head. yuppas. end here le.
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`7:01 PM
i swear i'm gonna die next week. school looks horrible now. i dread school.
i start at 8am on thurs, 9am on tues, wed & fri, and 11am on mon. well, the monday part is okay. i end at 6pm everyday except tuesday. i end at 2 on tues...which is all lectures...hmm...naw, i'll try not to skip. i must not skip. haha. gosh...out of the 5 subjects, i haf 4 subjects that require the lab part. WOW. i know i'll die, but i'm gonna try my best to survive.
i haf a 3hr break on wed, and a 2hr break on thurs ^^ and i dun tink i wanna eat in sch liaos. haha. shall use all my breaks to study. come back home den eat. i'm sure i can survive. lol. just haf to eat breakfast. i can just bring bread to school too. kill 2 birds wif 1 stone. xD save money and prevent stupidity. i really, really can't afford to be stupid le. i dun wanna fail. haha.
diee...csas3. wth. i hope there's nothing to do with talking. blehhh. o.O i dun wanna be a mute at school. eeps. go die u stupid anti-social nature of mine. T.T it just won't!! someone kill it pls!!! it's not dying right?? addie, u stupid girl. now ur gonna be friendless in school, just becos u dun talk! idiot. ):
oh...i just did a dumb thing a few days ago. i took my fringe, pulled it down and cutted it. and i was like "crap! my fringe is so freaking short!" stupid? yes. but...now it settled...it's quite...normal. haha. i'm a moron. xD forgive me.
addie shall start learning to sleep by 12mn everyday. that means...going to bed at 11pm. so if u see addie online at 11pm, tell her to get off the com. haha. unless it's a friday. only fridays and holidays den i'll sleep later. jiayous addie!! u can survive school! if u can't, ur a loser. o wait...i already am. xD but i'll try to survive school for...my bunny's sake. alrites! shall stop here and get dinner.
THE END is coming. -.-"
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`5:34 PM
noooooo......school is starting next monday. i'm sadded. stupid crap. waaahhhh! better enjoy myself first. lol. i haf a habit of sleeping after 2am. it is not good. cos i can't wake up the next day. i just can't sleep until at least 1am. hahaha. bad....
hmm....i'm sianed. i went down to get chocolate after dinner. wheeee!!! i'm happy with chocolate. my mum is just gonna scold me! yay! -.-" no, serious. she is. i'm supposed to be packing my book cupboard and i din. i'm so dead. o well, i confirm will be doing lots of housework on tues, wed and fri. haha. i plan to enjoy the whole of sat and sunday. den i will haf to sleep early on sunday cos there would be school on monday. noooo!!! i dun wanna go to school. but when school does start. i'm gonna try be hardworking and study more instead of play. cos i do not want to retake tests and lose my holidays. wif retakes, i get 3 weeks holidays. without retakes, i get...about 6 weeks holidays. that's like...twice as long. i hope i can do well this time. cos last year basically sucked. my gpa finally reached 1!! and i failed a subject. hey, it gotta be the teacher's fault. i studied harder for that than maths! ooo and me passing maths gotta thank my maths teacher. yeps. hmm...the timetable for this year is...NOT OUT YET!!! wth?! so slow!!! dumb! wait...are we even changing timetable? i think we are. stupid school.
i dunno why, but i'm listening to some jap band. i heard of them in secondary school, but i just started listening to them. it's niceee! hahahha. xP sloww...
ahhh!! the skin on my left palm is peeling. between the fingers too! noooo!! i'm dying!! aaahhhh!! [obviously overreacting] my bunny's dying!! AHHHHHH!!! EVERYTHING IS DYING!!!!! ....i'm not serious about my bunny on the verge of death, but he will die...eventually. it's sad. but i gotta prepare myself to say buaiii to bunny. i'll be sad. hehe.
tmr going to dentist for fun! -.-" naw...just some lame checkup. i hope i dun nid braces. i haf low threshold of pain and i get easily annoyed, so having to get braces would mean torture for a looonngg time. o.O my dentist is tmr?! and i'm eating chocolate today?! hmm...never mind. dun care. yeps.
this is such a loonngg post. but i wanna go swimming before the dumb school starts. hehe. i haven't swam in like...a long time. and i wanna go to the beach one day. but singapore beaches...suck. hehe. they do. so, i dun wanna go to singapore beaches, but other places. oohh! i miss tioman and sibu. xP the waters are nice at both places. at tioman, the motorbike ride from the jetty up and down some hill to get to the place we stayed was fun!! and at sibu, there were deer and BUNNIES!!! and a mad chicken. lol. chickens are dangerous. yep. they are. dangerous. very dangerous when alive. this post is long.....i shall stop here. i wonder...wad rubbish did i type??
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